Leap Before Looking

I am terrified. I have felt that I am being forced to a crossroads. It won’t necessarily be bad but it will be traumatic and/or life-changing. I have come to terms with my eternal restlessness. Nothing has ever really lasted with me as everything is a cycle but I can’t help but notice the amount of restlessness that I’m experiencing.

So this is leading me to search. For what though? Love? That’s always a main motive in my life. Career? I’m very happy with what I have right now. Is my skin just not fitting right anymore? Could I be entering a new phase now that everything major has been settled? This is driving me batty. I’ve been meditating a lot to try to offset this feeling but no dice. I think I’m going to have to ride this out and see what I can get out of it.

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